i live with roxy and brian.
in dunn.
like in the heart of dunn.
and it's credentials.
and i'm happy here.

i got kicked out of the mall tonight.
not for misbehaving.
not for acting stupid.
not for shoplifting or any bad thing like that.
it was because they thought i was under the age of 18.
questionmark.
yes.
forreal.
i was baffled.
i decided not to carry in my purse because all i wanted was coffee.
i wasn't in the mood to shop.
so i just put my money in my back pocket.
i was with four of my friends.
all who had their ID's.
and were of age.
well the security officers come up to us.
check ID's.
here i am.
without mine.
because i didn't know it was a club.
i didn't know i had to have my ID to get into the mall.
actually we had been in the mall about 25 minutes before they stopped us.
im like.. im twentyone.
i am considered a legal adult.
and i even show him my tattoo as proof.
and he said he was 15 when he first got a tattoo.
so it was a lost cause.
i didn't feel like walking four miles to the car just to come back in.
and prove them wrong.
but.
is this a new thing?
im still beyond confused.
they told me i wasnt able to go back unless i had someone at least 21 with me.
or i could sit a room and wait for my friends to get done shopping.
maybe it's the braces.
or maybe it was the pigtails.

remind me that i have to take Wicket to the vet on Tuesday.
he's getting his tubes tied.

decisions.
picking one path over the other.
thinking about all the possible outcomes.
what do i do.
God is working.
i don't want to jump the gun yet.
i think i need to keep praying.
keep thinking.
then make the right decision.
guidence. wisdom. peace.
i'm going to wait this one out.
just a little longer.
im excited.


He's whispering His plans into my ear more and more each day.

man oh man.
i sooo miss writing in this thing.
MarenSweets725 Xanga site is making a come back.

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